Me Against The World
2Pac
Jive/Interscope,
1995
Reviewed by
David Vrabel
You can damn 2Pac for being a thug. You can chastise him for epitomizing
every gangster stereotype upheld by those who couldn't understand him. You can burn him at
the stake for not being able to control his cast of mind and winding up on the wrong side
of the law as a result. But you can't deny his genius. You have to admire how he never
held anything back, and you must admit that ultimately, he was truly beautiful and
completely irreplacable.
When listening to Me Against The World, two things become clear. First, it's
glaringly apparent that Tupac Amaru Shakur was a rap legend in the making, a man who was
able to harness his brooding paranoia and thug mentality and turn them into resplendent
verse. Second is the foreboding sense that he was completely aware of, and possibly even
expecting his early demise. These both come through best on this brilliant 1995 release.
Me Against The World dropped at a tumultuous time in 2Pac's career. The release
came while he was serving a four-and-a-half year prison sentence for sexual assault (he
only ended up serving eight months before Death Row founder Suge Knight posted bond). As
contemptible as prison time may be, the record projects an overwhelming sense of 2Pac
finding his sense of self, and trying to make sense of it. While in his other releases, he
appears to take the worst aspects of ghetto life and make them somewhat glamorous, on World,
he's merely trying to make everything right again.
"Dear Mama" shines through as one of 2Pac's most sincere offerings in his
archive. Through heart-wrenchingly earnest rhymes, he acknowledges and reconciles the
turbulent relationship he had with his mother. In retrospect, 2Pac casts aside the
negativity of his upbringing and delivers a rare expression of gratitude, as the lyrics
state, "There's no way I can pay back / But the plan is to show you that I understand
/ You are appreciated."
His newfound sensitivity continues to manifest itself throughout the album, especially on
tracks like "So Many Tears", where 2Pac addresses that the thug life he was
notorious for caused him to lose much and gain little ("And though my soul was
deleted, I couldn't see it / I had my mind full of demons trying to break free").
Just as deep is "Temptations", where he drops the mack-daddy persona in exchange
for that of a tortured gangster trying to find a woman who will be there for him despite
his hellish lifestyle ("Even though I'm known for my one-night stand / I want to be
an honest man").
But what resonate more are cuts like "Death Around The Corner" and "If I
Die 2Nite", which cast an eerie light that also shone on 2Pac's later works: no
matter how hard he worked at self-reform, he was always anticipating an early death.
"2Nite" begins with a boisterous statement: "A coward dies a thousand
deaths / a soldier dies but once", which gives a sense that 2Pac was afraid of dying,
but determined to go down courageously and leave a hip-hop legacy that would not be soon
forgotten. Even though one of - if not the - greatest hip-hop artist of all time
met an untimely end, 2Pac was right about everything.
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"Tupac Amaru
Shakur is a rap legend, able to harness his brooding paranoia and thug mentality and turn
them into resplendent verse."
David Vrabel
- NATN Contributor
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